02 January 2007

starting 2007 on a sour note

you thought wedding announcements should be a reason for celebration especially from people you think are very close to your heart. but certain people wouldn't react the way you want them to because the cat is out of the bag. they never really liked you. and since this ain't a perfect world and a perfect life, you just have to deal with it.

you are scared enough starting a new chapter in life and it doesn't help when people tell you to do things which is completely different from your faith. there are certain things that can't be compromised. over your dead body as you would put it.

tougher times are still to come. as the days and months pass by, the pressure will continue to build up. the only thing to do is hang on and believe that you can surpass it. remember that he loves you so much and nothing will change it.

as he assured you, by hook or by crook a wedding will take place in september 2007... or earlier.

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

my baby,

don't be scared. we can surpass all these pathetic pointless concerns of my family. sometimes, it's really better to announce our wedding to our friends and even to strangers. at least we'll be seeing happy faces and somehow moral support from them. just remember that no matter what happens, I LOVE YOU. i will always be here for you. as i've said last night, we'll pursue our wedding this year 2007.
I LOVE YOU,ΓΌ

edward v.

Anonymous said...

aww that's so sweet! (points above) i'm happy for you. anyway the only ones who matter to make this the perfect wedding are you, edward, and God.

Anonymous said...

that one's me, by the way. :) (points above again) - ris