after some investigating and a sleepless night, i finally got it. i was so stupid not to have realized it soon enough. or i was probably just ignoring it.
i got it. i will always be an outsider who will just be able to see snippets of you. i am even probably the last one in your list of people to talk to. i can see that you can readily tell the whole world about what’s up with you but not to me. i was just probably delusional when i think that i know you and you know me.
i should stop this nonsense NOW. i should stop pretending that we are what we are. i should stop trying to get in your world because seriously i think i’m not needed there. i should stop pushing my luck with you.
i guess i never really fitted in your little perfect world. and this thing which i thought we have is just a hype in my head. i’m not mad nor hurt. i’m just humiliated.
so yeah, i’m stopping right this very instance. coz i know i won’t be missed.
i got it. i will always be an outsider who will just be able to see snippets of you. i am even probably the last one in your list of people to talk to. i can see that you can readily tell the whole world about what’s up with you but not to me. i was just probably delusional when i think that i know you and you know me.
i should stop this nonsense NOW. i should stop pretending that we are what we are. i should stop trying to get in your world because seriously i think i’m not needed there. i should stop pushing my luck with you.
i guess i never really fitted in your little perfect world. and this thing which i thought we have is just a hype in my head. i’m not mad nor hurt. i’m just humiliated.
so yeah, i’m stopping right this very instance. coz i know i won’t be missed.
5 comments:
dapat pala talaga sinundo kita kagabi at nag-coffee tayo. mukhang may big discovery ka na naman. what's the prob? - aka jp
ikaw kasi. inisip mo yung pang-gas mo. hmpf! hahaha. will tell you all about it when we get to talk and hopefully over coffee. kahit na may pulpitations ako. hehehe.
though i can never explain why that happened, i just want to say that if you feel you're not needed in someone's life, you probably don't need that person, too.
hayaan mo na. focus on the guy who gave you the butterflies in your tummy. :)
at syempre, more importantly, on the guy who will 'punish' you if you don't lose weight. haha.
wrigs - hahahaha! oo naman. my crush and there's also my macdreamy!!! :) too much drama with that person kaya tama na. sayang ang precious time ko. hahaha. thanks. mwah.
uy, init na naman ng ulo... hehe. his/her loss, diba? Ü
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